anger is a gift

My bud phil over at phildo.org just posted a song he recorded of himself playing guitar through garage band. It was some amazingly beautiful bluesy pink floydish stuff and it inspired to pick up my guitar for the first time in well over a year.

What came out was nothing like what phil had recorded. Instead of expressing myself through the guitar in amazing blues it was angry molten metallic anger… and I ‘m all right with that.

I believe that through my whole life my only anger outlets are guitar and martial arts. I love to play the most angry evil metal I can and I love the kick the ever loving hell out of people sparring. Nothing soothes me more… and again… Im all right with that.